Anything Better Than This

Sitting on the steps by the library she stares at the toes of her shoes while he darts his eyes around trying to find something interesting to rest them on. The darkness surrounds them, warm in the summer night. They sit close together but not touching. He wonders how to end this. How to tell her he'd rather be fucking her best friend, with the big tits and blonde hair, than her. How to tell her she's just too boring for his glorious plans. A big rock and roll star would never be caught dead with such a plain girl. A big rock and roll star would have dozens of girls with big tits and blonde hair dripping all over him. A big rock and roll star would be a sexual legend. She wonders what she did to earn his angry silence and how hard it would be to develop a drug habit.

She leans over and presses her lips against his. He doesn't open his mouth but kisses back through tight lips.

"We could go to the park?"
"Yeah... we could."

He pushes her into bathroom stall at the end of a dark park walkway. He bends her over the toilet and takes her from behind roughly pulling her head back by her hair. "A cunt's a cunt," he thinks and pictures her best friend's round ass bouncing over his cock. She gasps as he pushes against her twisting her head to the side. "Does sex always hurt this much?" she wonders in between thrusts, "Does it always feel this way?" It's not like the romance novels she reads. There's no soft kisses. No gentle caresses. No one telling her that they love her always. He pushes against her hard and she whimpers loudly. He takes it to mean she's enjoying her submission; thrusts harder grinding his hips into her ass. A few moments later it's all over, she can feel his satisfaction dripping down her leg.

Now sitting on a picnic table in the dark, he lights a cigarette not offering it to her. She shifts her ass trying to find a comfortable way to sit that doesn't aggravate the soreness between her legs.

"Do you love me?"
"Of course, baby. Of course. Don't be stupid." He pictures his cock between her best friend's tits feeling a twinge in his pants. She stares out over the water wishing for anything better than this, knowing in her heart that it won't ever come. The city lights shimmer indifferently and somewhere a dog barks, lonely in the night.