Stranger

Is it so bad that when I see you walk by in your short, short skirt with your shapely delicious legs, that I desperately want to reach out and run my fingers up them? You are a stranger on a bus, but I have to clench my fists to stop myself from touching you as you pass by.

But oh, to imagine running my tongue up those legs; tracing my fingers just under the edge of your skirt. Kneading my fingers into the firm roundness of your ass. Kissing from your knees all the way up your body. Searching under that heavy coat you are wearing to find your hidden breasts; to discover their terrain. To discover what your nipples look like so I can place my lips upon them. To press my own breasts against you; to sigh gently in your ear; to kiss your neck; to slide my hand between your legs; to hear you gasp; hear you scream for me...

And you will never know how you affected me. Some strange woman peeking at you as you walk by... You will never know the sex I have had with you in my mind.

Sadistic (Confessions of a Dominatrix)

I am a sadist. Inextricably mixed with a masochist but truly a sadist. I like to see you in pain; carefully wrapped in pleasure. I understand the true nature of sex... pain, pleasure, push, pull.

I am an alpha female. Put me in a room with another alpha female and we will tear each others throats out.

We are pushing our sadistic natures against each other. Enough masochist in us both to allow our mutual natures to struggle against each other. To enjoy the pain we inflict on each other and to enjoy the pain we feel.

I am a dominant. I will tell you to stay and you better fucking stay there. I will tie you to the bed to make you do what I say. I have installed this wrought iron headboard for just such occasions. You will hold me down by the wrists to press yourself against me but I will fight against you. I know you like it when I fight and my will to domination will not stay still.

I am truly a rare female sadist. You may not understand as we fight against each other that I am holding something back. Something that I can not let go. My first sexual fantasies as a child involved bondage and pain. Like all young girls, I stripped my knock-off Barbie dolls naked; but I tied mine up when the clothes came off. I have heard it said that women are only interested in soft sexual fantasy like some cheesy romance novel; but I have always wanted something hard, more painful. My sexual fantasy strayed to darker places.

So fuck me and shut the fuck up. Let us hurt each other; let us struggle against each other and enjoy the little deaths we can create. Let me wrap my fingers around your throat trusting that I won't harm you. Just hurt you a little. I will let you hurt me in kind but understand what I am capable of.

I am a sadist. I am a dominant. I am just what you have been looking for.

My pretty, darling sinner;

I desperately want to slid my fingers between your legs and follow them gently with my tongue. I know I can find god there. Your glistening on my finger tips will be the ink with which I will write my greatest poetry upon your body. I will make you my idol and mold you with gentle nips of my teeth. My hands on your breasts will be a song to the underworld and I will set your nerves on fire.

I am tangling myself in your shining soft hair and pulling it back from your face to raise it to mine. Brushing my lips to yours I will promise you everything to keep you in my arms.

Do not beg me to let you go for I can not. I will smash all others who dare touch you. I am yours now and you have sinned to keep me.

dangerous

you have fast eyes girl

a dangerous anger in your eyes
a dangerous god in your arms

i only let the truly dangerous near me
so i can be sure something bad will happen to me

i have decided i deserve no kindness;
no love; no arms around me

just fuck me and leave
because i want very little else from you

truthfully i’d be content to bleed you
rather than let you touch me

i’m imagining your dead eyes rolling back in your head
as i choke your life away

your thrusting has made me hate you
your touch makes me cringe

fuck me and leave
before i lose control
and hurt you

Hurt Me

“I like the way you smile when you hurt me…”